Battlefield

Everyday,

There’ll always be…

 times….where I’ll stand here…

at this field…

attacking and defending myself…

from the fierce battle within…

a battle of..

black versus white…

left versus right…

All of this time…

I thought that I’m winning…

But after days passed by…

I just realized that I keep on losing….

I thought that I’ve succeed…

But actually, I’ve failed….

I really thought that these times  I’ve lived…

But the truth is, I keep on dying….

Inside…

Only now I realized…

The one that I thought I’ve win…

Is actually the one that I’m losing…

Losing is so easy…

 That if you don’t think carefully, you wouldn’t be aware of it ….

At the beginning, you’ll feel nothing…

But later, you’ll keep on bleeding…

I don’t want to lose again…

I know it will be hard…

I know I need to be strong…

But still…I need to give it my best shot…

I believe….

It’s the best for me…

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